If only I had not made that mistake,
if only I had walked away,
If only I had stayed,
if only I had left sooner,
If only I had stayed longer,
if only I had said no,
If only I had said yes,
if only I was prettier,
if only I was thinner,
if only I was smarter,
if only I was more successful,
if only I was richer,
If only I was happier,
If only I was good,
If only I was kind,
If only I was at peace,
If only I was happy,
If only I was in love,
If only I was not naive,
If only I was this,
If only I was that,
If only I could allow myself to be me