If only I had not made that mistake,

if only I had walked away,

If only I had stayed,

if only I had left sooner,

If only I had stayed longer,

if only I had said no,

If only I had said yes,

if only I was prettier,

if only I was thinner,

if only I was smarter,

if only I was more successful,

if only I was richer,

If only I was happier,

If only I was good,

If only I was kind,

If only I was at peace,

If only I was happy,

If only I was in love,

If only I was not naive,

If only I was this,

If only I was that,

If only I could allow myself to be me